Musings

I had a friend I was closer to than the others in my clique but we’re not friends anymore. Technically. Our relationships needs a lot of treatment to be fine but it will never be the same anymore.
Our issues started because we liked the same person and we did some really stupid things along the line. I cringe so much when I think about it and I told a lot of lies just to restore our friendship. I eventually cleared the air and she forgave me but why do I still feel so bad?
Our parents really have to prep us up for university life. It wasn’t easy for me being as emotionally immature and young as I am, I even considered dropping out at some point and my family didn’t know what was going on with me. I really wish I didn’t have to be a different person when at home and when at school.
I think things are looking up for me nowadays though, my first semester results being one . My thoughts are still allover the place but I’m finally able to concentrate on something and get it done.